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Saturday, July 31, 2004
i broke the news. but looks like no one's totally concerned. they just tot it was a passing remark. dun they see the importance in this? i may be leaving! wadeva. i guess im not tt important anywae. lunch in compass point was fun. louisa the glutton managed to stay thruout the meal. anw.. had fun teasing yanbing and all.. hahas. talked abt everything...studying[to weiling and yanbing:im sick of xiaoshuwei!!! stop talking abt them!!].. many things larhs. went to popular.. had a whale of a time playing w those cushions thingie.. then they left. and i went home. -sobs- to you. i noe u dun like me. but if u dun like me u dun have to throw me dirty looks or deliberately walk snottily past me. and u dun have to pull ur dear fren away. u can just stay away. and it isn my fault tt i go somewhere other ppl go okay. the road isn urs. like as if i care tt anyone will mind i may disappear right before them. Friday, July 30, 2004 i wanna tell someone.. just anyone.. about this thing.. i cant hold it anymore.. thanx jiayi for listening.. dun think im prepared to tell anyotherppl yet.. yanbing: u relle surprise me kkaes..u... aiyahs.. nevermind. hhaas.. but i can't believe u... AIYAHH forget it.. im just too shocked hahas.. good luck for wadeva u wanna do larhs.. Thursday, July 29, 2004 no comments for the skool part. huahui was real nice and fun todae! it's wei lao todae.. we played alot of game.. like the song thing and the pass down the message using actions thing... damn bian tai! i tell u the li shis very bian tai!!! they made us guess first a breast and next a pad!!! i saw the man made breast. played w it. ewww!!!! anw.. had food. i dropped 5 french fries, 2 forks and 2 spoons all tog!! damn clumsy larhs me.. then we went to the vineyard. and opened our champagne!! was nice.. we had raspberry! tot the blue one was like a qi4 shui3.. anw.. we opened it and yamseng-ed!! felt the qihang spirit come bak as we cheered and cheered.. the huangmei's cheers are damn cute!!! hahas.. went bak to drama studio. announced the next yr's li shis.... [drum roll] congrats alicia[!!] carebear deborah yinghan[!!] jovena jieying[!!] jiayi[!!] peipei[!!] and myra!!! your are all great!! qianya..u seemed very prepared.. then good larhs.. and realised those [!!] things? they mean tt the person is from [wo bing le]! wo bing le liao bu qi!! love ya lotts!! huahui cheers me up.. i forgot everything when i went for huahui.. 26 jie lishi.. will miss ya lotts! Wednesday, July 28, 2004 stnics totally rock!! we won doublechamps for nationals track and field finals-again!! they are relle good atheletes!! love stnics to bits and pieces! anw.. it rained. rained cows and sheeps! all wet. even w umbrellas we cant stay dry. cos other ppls brollies will flow(okay drip) onto u eventually. and the seat is soaked. but the atmosphere was relle great! we cheered even louder when it rained. deeply felt the atmosphere of st nics. relle. cedar was great too.. altho they hates us.. but we dun hate them.. haas.. anw.. wanted to meet sophia and wanning and lichu.. but no chance! -sobs- but wadeva bad things happened todae, all were washed away by the happiness and proudness we possessed for our skool! :) Tuesday, July 27, 2004 im living in a world of darkess, where everyone is in their masks, their fake pitiful masks. maybe im living in one as well. but i really cant stand those who are just cheating other pple's feelings. i guess the world is unpredictable. listened to a sad song and cried. couldn help. watched a touching movie and cried also. read a book and agn cried. tried to act and nearly cried. i hope i was acting in a bei ju. so i can cry all i like. tt's why i love acting. i could get into that other person's character and forget myself. i might as well do not existing in this world. Monday, July 26, 2004 tried blogging just now. and my comp auto shut down. haiis.. life isn going well. anw.. i think blogger is sensitive towards bad words or bad feelings.. was typing loads of crap plus pessimistical things.. i really mean alot. but all is onli abt venting my anger.. i din go into detail.. haiis. can u tell me wad's the meaning of life? cos i've forgotten wad that is. Friday, July 23, 2004 celebrated yanbing's bdae todae! hahas.. was sure fun.. invitedguest of honour-peckying!! woohoos. the cake was nice.. hmms.. shall describe the bdae gerl and the g-o-h's expressions! when yanbing cutting cake, she was like totally ignoring peckying otherwise dun dare to look at her.. then she looked so lonely.. awww.. and the whole time she was playing w her hp and waving at other ppl.. then looking wistfully at the ppl surrounding the cake.. yupps. then i received the cake [chocolate! weiling u r the best!]. hmms. then felt this pat on my back.. guesshu? xxx: [i feel weird..] me:[then go talk to her larhs!] xxx:[cannot la..] me:[just join in the conversation..] xxx:[they aren't even talking! -devastated-] me:[hahah..go and wish her something?] xxx:[-dunnowadtodo-] me:[i think u shuld be the one cutting the cake..] xxx:[-embarrassed-] guess hu? not gonna sae if u dunno larhs. ahah! anywae.. took alot of fotos after tt. and we all sabotaged yanbing and peckying! hahas.. at first we took onli the 2 of them.. then i tink peckying got embarrassed then requested all of us to take tog. them [cleverr] me got an idea! i told the cameraman-estee- tt when we all took the pic, everyone will siam! estee was very agreeable then i went to tell the instruction.. i guess i must have a very mischievous look on my face cos peckying grabbed me as i ran dodged.. think she was either trying to 'use' me to take as an extra so tt she wun be so malu w yanbing.. otherwise she just wanted to stop me from passing the message.. hahas.. anywae i guess yanbing had the best bdae of her 13 years todae!! anw in the end when peckying go they hugged.. and there was this sweet sparkle in yanbing's eye... mushy mushy.. did the xi you ji play todae! justice was great! they were superb larhs! purity had alot of crap, but they acted very well... grace also.. except tt the diana was too kua zhang liaos.. i tot the 3 classes up there would get the top 3.. but guess wad? grace didn! we did!!! -screams- i didn believe it lorhs. cos ours were too short and qt uninteresting.. nevertheless, we were surprised!! hahas.. i was wearing the pig ear and pig snout and when our class was called i was trapped in it! i couldn take them out! i was so frantic larhs.. xiaowei is a happy gerl todae! -grins- Thursday, July 22, 2004 elections todae.. was so serious.. and pei and yi was so cute! their responses very funny larhs.. then yinghan was damn dramatic like yiling saes.. phebe is cute. anw.. everyone voted. no need to sae sure the most votes go to carebear alicia pei and jiayi larhs.. and results so correct larhs.. the fei4 piao4s very scary kkaes! carebear got 3 zheng4s for fei piao cos of her name!! so sad.. but in the end she still became the lishi... no need to see who the teacher pick.. sure got carebear wan.. and great news! [wo bing le] cast and directors all became the comm! except me larhs.. im sec1.. but even if i sec2 or 3 i doubt i'll get in larr.. [wo bing le] rocks! alicia jieying qianya yinghan jiayi peipei rox! they all got shortlisted for 27 jie lishis! well done.. hope yall will have a great time planning.. tiring but fun i guess.. elections are over.. so wei lao is coming.. followed by xu bie.. haiis.. shant tok abt it now.. wei lao!! i wan to kai1 xiang1 bing1!! and watch the vcd... yepps.. qihang spirit's coming agn!! woohoos! :) Tuesday, July 20, 2004 kan wo man huai li xiang wang zhe shi jie li mian chuang zhan zai guang da de tai shang jing qing yan chu san fa guang mang da jia qi ju yi tang xin lian xin shi xian meng xiang bao zhe tong yi ge xi wang gong tong jing tui zhan chi fei xiang qi hang~ qi hang~ bi qi lai zhen shi bu tong fan xiang gen zhe wo men rang xin qing ben fang chen jin zai kuai le de shi guang woah~ wo de xin he ni yi qi ben fang mei ren neng dang zai wo de qian fang lu yue nan zou wo yue jian qiang woah~ qi hang wah! wu fa dang ta de mei li bu xun chang huahui tuan jie shi li liang gao sheng huan hu zhe shi wo men de qi hang!! Saturday, July 17, 2004 my 1st qihang. it went all well. i felt so happy.. but i didn cry. ppl mite think im too minor to cry. but i relle didn. anywae.. all the wei qu i had.. they were all gone. gone w the wind.. realli feel very very glad and happy now. 16 july 2004 fridae went to needlework room rite after recess.. did the qing2shu1 for our daoyans! was funn. then we had dry run.. and started going ard to give pressies! and silly me didn dare to give alot of ppl! ^^" then we huazhuang-ed at cyber cafe.. peipei's face was being taken for 'experiment'. have to hua 3 times..anywae.. at jubilee hall.. we were darn excited.. ate. the food darn er3 can!! the charsiew is vegeterian wan.. so nan chi!! -pukes- was relle busy and half the time i was in a daze hahas.went for the tech run.. and i had to calm qianya down by helping her rehearse her lines.. then the door was opened and everything's abt to start! we were chased back to the dressing rooms to prepare and so called 'pei yang qing xu'. we didn have the mood larhs. the whole time everyone was scaring themselves.. all ppl were nervous.. i was onli a lil bit.. nothing to be nervous abt... as in for me larhs. then it was our turn!! the ahmah thing brought the 1st outburst of laughter.. me and qianya were encouraged in the stage left. when i went out, got pple laffed at my part?! as in, there's nothing to be y about.. i was like duhh.. anw.. our ju did well. but the other jus didn go along so well. alot of ji shu problems.. like the 168 wan, when they put on the wig the light didn off. and daoju: peixin didn have her chair.. but everybody did well, sui ji ying bian like they sae. and there wasn this deng guang tt was supposed to be on me! then i just went to jiayi's guang quan and act like it was supposed to be liddat. ermms.. acc i didn even noe there's supposed to be light on me but anw.. ahas. xiemu was fun! we gave the daoyan's qingshu to them plus their toys! haha.. the toys very cute! like lil children play wan. then it comes to the qihang song everyone was so high, that we sang everything so high also! hahas.. then everything ended when the drop dropped. hope u get wad i mean larhs. then packed up and idled onstage. saw xilei and elaine! sweet elaine gave me a daisy!! my fav daisy!! :) and saw peckying! and immediately felt a heartache for yanbing^^. went to eat and reached home at 12. snored. 17 july 2004 saturday woke up at 6. and reached skool at 7 when i was supposed to reach at 0815hrs. guess i was too lazy. couldn bother to take bus.. so tiring. then the next to arrive, gang gang hao is becca! aha.. i was so happy i wasn isolated.. then xinyang came. i started to feel uneasy.. but never mind. then chengying came. then cherylene came. i couldn stand it and went to the other side of the fam lounge.. skip the part. when we got to the drama studio.. disasters happened. to me and deborah. we kept knocking pple's flower 'bottles' and 'cups' down!! then deborah was so frustrated.. cos she had to clean up everytime. dun get the wrong idea.. i onli knocked down once.. then me and deborah both hate hua 'ping' liaos. todae's food is much better than yesterdae's can! hahas. went to jubilee. they didn wan to open the door for us cos we were early. waited outside. explored jenny's bag. she broke my chopsticks!! went inside. bu zhuang. then i suddenly i couldn find my ju de ren. went everywhere to look for them. and found them pai ju-ing at the staircase.. when i arrived, my part was finished. so i wasn informed. wadeva. like i care. if they dun wan me then fine. went on top to watch he4 ca3 tech run and 168 pai ju. found it better to be w them. dunno why. skipskipskip. start. the same nervousness came back.. but this time the audience were much more enthu! they laffed and cheered alot! which boosted our confidence alot! esp qianya who was scared of leng changs. everything went well. we were so happy!! then when 168 finished, they came back crying like mad [ooops. onli jeanie larhs] cos they did relle well and everything went well, daoju, ji shu and all. we were so glad for them, and they were so happy... very heartwarming.. xiemu agn.. this time we gave flowers! very nice flowers. then this time qihang ge was much higher, cos we were all very emotional. and when the eh mah cheer finished, many ppl broke down.. too happy.. and i loved the atmosphere.. so united. qi hang ended liddat. so fast.. feel like thanking those pple who have encouraged me if i looked weird or funny or sad.. thanx for allyou hugs and presents.. thanx daoyans for the glass box of sweets, socks with toes. thanx becca for ur flower and you letter! thanx alicia for ur 2chocolates which i got an extra when the other sec1s did not^^ ahas.. thanxpei for ur gift.. thanx hann for ur daisy[!!] and butterfly and crayon. thanx qianx for ur daisy[!!] and butterfly and sweets. thanx jiayi for ur green box of lil sweeties. thanx deborah for yr plate of cute drawing and snacks. thanx hp for ur glass and brownies!! thanx ruobin for ur lil gift! thanx esther and cher for the rose. thanx esther for the note w the rubber band. thanx kang for ur biscuit. thanx kemin for your orange furry thingie and ur hugg. thanx everyone for encouraging me when i felt inferior. and thanx everyone for giving me my 1st qi hang, making it a blast! i love all the huahui pple!! and not to forget: thanx sihui for ur dragon fruit!! hahas.. ure so cute. [daoyan: wo men bang ni men... kai dao! hao bu hao....??] happy qi hang to everyone! Thursday, July 15, 2004 rehearsal waste of time. got alot of scoldings. the place is darn cool. slacked. qihang shirt weirdweird wan. todae stressed. depressed. no time to blog. but must sae this. QIHANG is tomms!!! all yanyuans huazhuang xuanchuan daoju jishu and bianshentuan will do our best for everything!!! jiayoujiayoujiayou!!!!! no matter how stressed we are, we'd still embrace the rain and see the rainbow afterwards!! everyone gambette!!! Tuesday, July 13, 2004 woohoos!!! tomms got cai pai!! rehearsal!!!! so happy!! okae. fine. i shant be so enthu.. hahas. tomms going jubilee hall... so excited.. lallaa.. qi hang's in 3 daes.. -scared- anw.. i will jiayou tomms!! Sunday, July 11, 2004 went to the airport todae. cos my mum was a billy wang fanatic and wanted to send him off to taiwan. mad wan, din noe my mum was liddat. haha. heard tt billywang got something growing on his face and has to operate. after operation he wun be able to k for a year. poor thing. hope he'll come back to singapore. rehearsal tomms. i cant wait. oops. need to go anad practise my extra line liaos.. tata. Saturday, July 10, 2004 pai ju todae was the most....enriching among these daes.. todae is the most hardworking wan. altho our big role liewjiayi wasn here. anywae. we did our best todae.. ruijun gave alot of ideas.. and 'adjusted' pei until she's good. and she added one line for me!! so happi :) haha. was hoping not to see yanbing.. and i succeeded. or i wun be here now! haha.. went to angmokio shopped w yinghan. was funn. hahah... walked ard and saw many cute cute things!! yepps. bot something. then went to yinghan's house! her house is very nice^^ i like her floor and her ceiling. and her room!! she got a tv of her own kkaes! so lucky.. saw her younger fotos.. dun look like herself..hehhehs.. anywae.. was very upset w my mum todae.. shant yak abt it. keep my mouth shutt tightt. Friday, July 09, 2004 pai ju todae. was like shit. cos everyone slacked altho they were very anxious to pai. and pei couldn get her role right. and becca saed until pei like want to cry liddat. so sad. haii.. introduced yinghan to pizza bar. she liked it^^ haha.. did the xi you ji thing todae!! haha.. was so funn+funny!! then we were chosen as one of the 2 grps to participate in the competitions. haha. and all the grps tt performed todae had sth to do w huahui!! see? onli pple in huahui are motivated to act!! huahui rocks!!! Thursday, July 08, 2004 very fast dry run todae.. abit funn.. altho all of them were very pressurised. im dunno y i no feeling todae.. but when i got up to act my part.. i just let out all my feelings and [almost] shouted at jiayi.. and becca saed i was good o.0 fine.. i shant be picky animore... anywae.. im thinskinned. hais.. monica chua amy tian tian mei come back liaos!! woo hoos!! she cheated my feelings!! she saed she's staying in qatar.. then in the end she came back. stupid me. -knocks myself- ahas. aniwae.. we stayed back after huahui to paiju. until abt... 6:30. then we walked out.. yinghan 'begged' to go home in my dad's van.. hhass. she tot she was mah-fan-ing me but i tot it was wei-qu-ing her.. hhas.. inthe end we still went back in my dad's van larhs.. aha. 1st time i 'send/fetch' my seniorr home? feel very got chang jiu gan todae... ^^ Monday, July 05, 2004 i was once cheerful i was once hopeful all the happy memories i had were drowned by those dirty waves of anger and disappointment all those unjust all the discrimination i cant stand it anymore i hate it when u are biased i hate it when u dun believe in me i wished i never participated in this i tot i could get happiness joy wad i received was your coldness your ignorance i felt so inferior wad right do i have to be in this.. thing? an activity i cant enjoy a desire i cant get a wish i cant fulfill im too naive i think too much of myself i was too sure of myself i tot i could do well i guess not gone, my faith my confidence u destroyed them destiny doesn like me neither do fate i hope i'll never see you agn i could explode anytime i really could right in front of you Sunday, July 04, 2004 all i do now is study study study and my mum is super naggy naggy now i study until i go crazy for a stupid test that isn very easy never eat breakfast i very gek never sae out for my mother's sake but she nag until i very pek chek but for my mother's sake again i fake i read bio until i so blur almost write 'far' until 'fur' everything i hear in a slur one more dae liddat i'll shout duhh i cant wait for evening to come im so hungry i can eat a farm however in the house there isn my mum i guess i could only survive on crumbs.. Saturday, July 03, 2004 SYF was a blast!! the military bands are fantastic! i begin to miss band and those primary times now.. the four bands competing were deyi, bingyi and springfield tog, bowen and of course, tanjong katong!! they were all so great!! i went to SYF the year before last, and tanjong katong won. this eyar i betted on tanjong katong, and when they came out to display, i no need to suspect liaos.. they were too good! the best part is the spinning of trumpets!! and their formations!! -thumbs up- and when the results were announced and the thing ended, while all the performers san4 chang3, tanjong katong stayed and near the en all went to face their skool and played songs of victory!! the atmosphere was like, high! and many pple cried.. i love tanjong katong's spirit. tuan jie. the thing finished at abt 6:30. and we went out of the stadium rite after tt. and we waited for the bus until 8:10. how long did we wait?? so long!! full moon todae. saw the moon as i went home.. it was very ominous!! it was orange!! when i saw it i was like, feeling abit cold. it's scary.. summore full moon... werewolves out there shuld be full of power? ahhaas.. scary moon out there.. see if u can see it.. nites to the world.. im ofta slp. im a happy child. dead tired. Friday, July 02, 2004 BU dae. be urself dae or bye uniform dae. our class is LAST to perform! elioeve? so unlucky rite? we waited so long and tot we'd be last and in the end we did. -.- im just so sad tt our class is so UNCOOPERATIVE AND UNENTHU? mad pple. and the clothes they want us to wear isnt a factor at all. now i have looked like an auntie and no one cares. and our performance? A WHOLE NEW WORLD SUX. and no one is willing to change to a better one. becos of wad? THINK IT IS LAME. wadeva!! they can't make the audience interested, wad's the point? we wanted to do sth funnier and they think it is lame. im beginning to hate charitians. I HATE YOU. STUPID UNENTHU PPL. I HOPE IM NOT IN THE SAME CLASS W SOME OF U NEXT YR COS URE A DISGRACE AND A SADDENER. LOUSY PPL. IRRESPONSIBLE FREAKS. anw. to brighten up the atmosphere[and failing to do so] we danced. me+yiling elisa+esti shuhying+xilei. we pretended to fall down.. and someone fell on my finger.. *ouch* anywae. im going to be better of next year for BU dae. i aint going to put up w this anm, charitians. got back geog paper. not bad larhs.. at least A1.. wento macs w yiling and had my long awaited mcwings! ahhas.. met alot of huahui ppl[sec1s] and feel we're quite united.. yepps. feel happy thinking abt it. slept 3 hours after i went home. satisfied:) |
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